The journey has become so unpredictably scary-barry. It has come to the stage where you find practically everything is not right. You are still wandering about and about on a road that brings you nowhere. You have been through so much so that you have become very emo, pessimistic and sensitive to practically anything that cross your path.
There are so much doubts and fear. You find it hard to trust even yourself let alone trusting people around you. You do not want to face the reality anymore. On the surface, you may look strong, vibrant, cheerful, whatever that people describe you. The real you has long hidden somewhere beneath the dark seabed. You are walking with a mask on. Friends, family and many may think that you are so contented and enjoying every bit of your days. In reality, only God knows how you feel deep inside. You are not ready to let go, move on and face the world instead you keep yourself in that tiny little dark hole searching for the right time to accept all that has happened.
To open up and express yourself is not an easy task. Imagine how scare you are before and after and whether is a success or failure, the after effect is the one difficult path that you have to walk through. You are struggling with the little devil in you. You know it well. You recognize it well. Yet you ignoring it from top to bottom and left to right. You are practically avoiding it. You do not want to face it and accept the reality for reality is cruel.
There is a saying... "It's your road and yours alone. No one can walk it for you. The journey of a thousand miles begin with one little step".
You have walked that one little step though you have yet to find the right path that leads you to that rightful destination you can call yours forever. You have survived twice! All you need is to come out from that shell and draw the right journey of yours.
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